I'm gonna do the things I wanna do, I dont have a thing to prove to you.

hi there. so lately ive been thinking a lot about the "future". like one day im just gonna look in the mirror, and BAM i'll be 49 years old with kids graduating. i know getting older is a part of life, blah blah blah, but like, what happens if you dont make the best of it? that means you would just go about living your life without really living it. i really dont want to live like that. im gonna try to make the most out of things.

so its christmas time, my favorite time of year, and i couldnt be anymore excited. my house is already all decorated and what not, it looks like it should be in a magazine. good ol' mom. i always feel bad for the salvation army people who stand outside wal-mart in the blizzards ringing the bells. i mean i know they want to do it, but still.

so this year, im doing track again. dun dun duuunnnnnn. i really do not enjoy running, and im not really sure why im doing it. but whats the worst that can happen? ill be in shape. woohoo.

so i recently started to date this fella, his names jacob, hes pretty awesome. oh, and hes a beastly hockey player(:

well thats all for now, until next time.
-myriah.